Fuckin' New Year

Still don't understand why you wanted to help me The long nights I spent praying for someone to hold me up still I'm so afraid I might ever lose control ever let myself go somewhere far from home ta-da-dada-da-da ta-da-dada-da-da Got weak and old Another goddamn year I got no new attitude for this fucking new year Got smaller and bruised Another scar on the wrist Can't be on good behavior in this fucking new love Some say god gives you another chance I try so hard to live but my heart says let it go away Let it go to heaven I don't know If I still have a chance to be forgiven or forgive You say I’ll be surely okay But I, now realize that even doctors lie tryna’ save me tryna’ save a fool like me Got weak and old Another goddamn year I got no new attitude for this fucking new year Got smaller and bruised Another scar on the wrist Can't be on good behavior in this fucking new love Please, don’t save me Don’t even try to save me Please, don’t save me You don’t even try to save me